https://www.aulivia.us/posts/ Recent content in Posts on AuLivia Hugo -- gohugo.io en © 2026 Autistic Lee Thu, 08 Oct 2026 02:49:00 -0400 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/the-becoming-of-the-new-me/ Thu, 08 Oct 2026 02:49:00 -0400 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/the-becoming-of-the-new-me/ <h1 class="relative group">Coming Soon! <div id="coming-soon" class="anchor"></div> <span class="absolute top-0 w-6 transition-opacity opacity-0 -start-6 not-prose group-hover:opacity-100 select-none"> <a class="text-primary-300 dark:text-neutral-700 !no-underline" href="#coming-soon" aria-label="Anchor">#</a> </span> </h1> https://www.aulivia.us/posts/miah-furst/ Thu, 08 Oct 2026 02:06:00 -0400 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/miah-furst/ <h1 class="relative group">Miah Furst <div id="miah-furst" class="anchor"></div> <span class="absolute top-0 w-6 transition-opacity opacity-0 -start-6 not-prose group-hover:opacity-100 select-none"> <a class="text-primary-300 dark:text-neutral-700 !no-underline" href="#miah-furst" aria-label="Anchor">#</a> </span> </h1> <p>My experiences with this lady are very personal and private. My Autistic Self really does not want to share even the thought of her with another human being. But I <code>*feel*</code> that I must give <code>*some*</code> people the opportunity to <code>*see*</code> some of what makes me, me &ndash; In order for me to find someone that is looking for someone, like me. And <code>Miah Furst</code> was literally the first person that not only got to witness the <a href="https://www.aulivia.us/posts/the-becoming-of-the-new-me/" >The Becoming of the New Me</a> but also contributed to it quite a bit as well. And for this I owe her a great deal of gratitude along with the reassurance that neither her or this deed will soon be forgotten.</p> https://www.aulivia.us/posts/the-autist-and-the-muse/ Wed, 07 Oct 2026 20:40:00 -0400 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/the-autist-and-the-muse/ <h2 class="relative group">The Autist and the Muse <div id="the-autist-and-the-muse" class="anchor"></div> <span class="absolute top-0 w-6 transition-opacity opacity-0 -start-6 not-prose group-hover:opacity-100 select-none"> <a class="text-primary-300 dark:text-neutral-700 !no-underline" href="#the-autist-and-the-muse" aria-label="Anchor">#</a> </span> </h2> <p>I can not think of a famous artist that did not, at one time or another, have a muse. I believe that it is practically a prerequisite, the fuel to the fire if you will. I once spoke about my relationships being like fire and gasoline and admitted that I was not sure which one I was. Miss Bonnie, the lady I was speaking to while sitting on her porch steps, had said&hellip; &ldquo;You&rsquo;re the fire &hellip; You&rsquo;re the Fire.&rdquo;</p> https://www.aulivia.us/posts/autistic-people-pleasing/autistic-people-pleasing/ Thu, 08 Oct 2026 00:00:00 +0000 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/autistic-people-pleasing/autistic-people-pleasing/ <h1 class="relative group">Autistic People Pleasing Sucks! <div id="autistic-people-pleasing-sucks" class="anchor"></div> <span class="absolute top-0 w-6 transition-opacity opacity-0 -start-6 not-prose group-hover:opacity-100 select-none"> <a class="text-primary-300 dark:text-neutral-700 !no-underline" href="#autistic-people-pleasing-sucks" aria-label="Anchor">#</a> </span> </h1> <p>Okay, so I have known for a long time that I had a condition that they call &ldquo;People Pleasing.&rdquo; But what I did <code>*NOT*</code> know was how <code>*BAD*</code> I was with it! And now, my AuDHD brain has been nonstop trying to refactor so many things, that it truly is not funny! I already have been struggling just trying not to get Analysis Paralysis, and this&hellip; This does not help that at all!</p> https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-one/ Sun, 04 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-one/ Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Aenean in eleifend justo, vestibulum congue lacus. Quisque est libero, lacinia sed placerat ac, interdum id urna. https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-three/ Sun, 04 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-three/ Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Aenean in eleifend justo, vestibulum congue lacus. Quisque est libero, lacinia sed placerat ac, interdum id urna. https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-two/ Sun, 04 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-two/ Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Aenean in eleifend justo, vestibulum congue lacus. Quisque est libero, lacinia sed placerat ac, interdum id urna. https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-four/ Sat, 04 Sep 2021 00:00:00 +0000 https://www.aulivia.us/posts/post-lite-four/ Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Aenean in eleifend justo, vestibulum congue lacus. Quisque est libero, lacinia sed placerat ac, interdum id urna.